"Stubborn" is a commentary on roles, contemporary life, love and how looking up to someone shapes us. I enjoyed how the composition came together, through a mix of loose ideas and experimentation, and the result is highly personal but in certain ways also bigger than a mere obituary to a god or a father.
Stubborn
Dear father,
I am very ambitious
as I was made in your image and likeness.
It is true
that my goal is
to be successful in life
just as you wanted me to be
but my success is divided into late mornings
and long nights
into loves not watered down into potentials
patience, expectations and compromise.
Dear father,
I am living in a garden of steel
when all I ever wanted were flowers
and interactions free of roles:
Skirts and pants united.
I wanted to be rich
but my non-accumulative currency would be
the primary formation of meaning –
experience, as a principle.
For you, dear father, I still want to be
the perfect son
although I was born
a stubborn daughter.