Ladies and gentlemen, Poetry Issues #6 is out:
The Screw
It was waiting for me, on the kitchen table
full of suggestion and gleam. It wanted
to be pressed hard on the wooden floor.
Its whole body begged to be twisted.
My moves were decisive. My expression
said it all, in a low grunt of womanly power.
Dominant in nature, I didn’t mind the sweat:
It validated my consistent, punctual effort.
I thought we were aligned – reciprocally
understood. But in a moment’s glimpse
it snapped, and rolled under the low couch.
Now, I have to find myself another screw.
The World Scaled Down
When I was fifteen, we lived on a lane
of big fir trees and low, curtained windows.
The lonely man on the corner once bought
a little cactus he placed on the mantel.
Passing by for school I waived at it, as
some children will befriend anything.
Within a few weeks I saw it wrinkle
and shrink in monumental misery.
I felt the impulse to knock on his door
but still feared the myths plaguing people.
“What kind of person let’s a cactus die
of drought?” I asked my mom distressed one day.
“The kind of person that also kicks his blind dog”
she said and turned to bake food casually.
Bread
In a way, it was a rite of passage
to qualified motherhood:
The fantasy of the steaming
fresh-baked bread and
the lemony glove next
to a matching apron.
And before that, the satisfaction
of the kneading hand
in slow motion, suspending
particles of flour pushed away
by the fluffy dough explosion.
Terza Rima for the Unhappily Married
You think that war is the ultimate carnage
that wakes in a man the blood-thirsty beast.
Wait ‘til you’ve seen the perfect marriage.
Wearing white in their coming-of-age feast
lies choose almond cake and harpsichord tunes
that you dance to, when your better half insists.
Cagey comfort turns you numb and immune
to the slow death of your once-flaming lust.
Soon you learn to mask silent rage with croons.
Absurdities bullet out of your mouth just as
last-minute, habitual lovers appear alluring
under the flattering light of a compulsive past.
To the downward spiral there is no ending
until you cry “revenge” and make for the landing.
The Hysteria of Fräulein von R.
He would press my head’s cross with his thumb
and instruct me to remember. He put on
such a show
with the pretext of conjuring up
forgotten memories. Once,
he turned me into a puppet
with his induced somnambulism
just to prove an argument.
He was so full of himself.
To get rid of him, I pretended
the paresthesia in my legs had left me.
He was contented, proclaimed me cured
and freed me of his presence.
But on some quiet nights the pain returns
out of the blue, as strong as ever.
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