This piece is part of a larger collaborative work, an interactive, infrastructure-related installation soon to be presented in the upcoming xpub group exhibition (27-30 June, S/ash Gallery, Rotterdam). I also like it as a stand-alone piece, so this is how I present it here. (Images and details regarding the installation will follow in another post.)
The poem is performative (improvisational reading) and list-based, simulating computerized speech: a form fitting the content.
Infrastructure Infrastructure Infrastructure
roads railways
bridges tunnels
water supply sewers
electrical grids telecommunication
do you communicate?
internet connectivity
do you feel connected?
commodities interrelated systems
services essential to enable sustain or
enhance
societal living conditions
do you feel enabled? do you feel sustained?
do you feel enhanced?
hard infrastructure
physical networks
necessary for the function of a modern
industrial society
roads bridges railways
soft infrastructure
education
statistics
parks and recreation
law enforcement emergency services
Emergency Emergency Emergency
Infrastructure
synonyms
base framework
infrastructure as in foundation
noun strong matches footing groundwork
root support
do you feel supported? who do you support?
do you feel rooted? who do you root for?
The seventh issue is out. If you can't get the printed version, you can still read it here:
Inside
It’s a beautiful day, outside
One of the last, if not the last
Before a heavy winter sets in
I like to think of windless autumn
Days as rare, and endangered
They make the wait more puzzling
What am I waiting for – perhaps a force
To make me – step outside
Family Values
Happiness was a bottle
of iridescent soap water
meant to burst in bubbles
on my mother’s marble floor.
She was annoyed and banished
from our common home
what she saw as stains.
She, who mercilessly counted
good times in fridge magnets.
In Flight
I looked suspicious.
My heart was in the hidden
pocket of my bag.
my breathing mask on before
I turned to help you.
Falling, the dancing
lights on a welcoming sea
told me I belonged.
Pain was the red paint
on Claude Monet’s poppy field
in Musée d’Orsay.
Momentum
Our joys were made of plastic and fluorescent lights.
Raised by chip factories, we’d grown virtual feet.
Our time was running out like early morning coffee
and patience was the throbber on our loading screens.
Raised by chip factories, we'd grown virtual feet
and the first impact with sun-smelling turf felt strange.
Patience was the throbber on our loading screens
until we paced for hours in bleak waiting rooms.
The first impact with sun-smelling turf felt strange
but it shook off our belief in confined square spaces.
Until we paced for hours in bleak waiting rooms
our experiences had the depth of all-inclusive tourism.
What shook off our belief in confined square spaces
was the flawless animation of detaching yellow leaves.
Our experiences had the depth of all-inclusive tourism
and we just couldn’t get higher on computational speed.
The flawless animation of detaching yellow leaves
while time was running out like early morning coffee.
We just couldn’t get higher on computational speed.
Our joys were made of plastic and fluorescent lights.
Dinner for the Wolves
If I were a daube de boeuf
at an intellectual dinner table
would I find purpose and pride in
being eaten and praised and escorted
with pinot noir straight out of Burgundy
or would I try to crawl off the silver plate
daring to blotch the too white linen
and then straight off into some
drain leading to the gutter
where I would call out
my revolution?
[Read more about the project.]
Ladies and gentlemen, Poetry Issues #6 is out:
The Screw
It was waiting for me, on the kitchen table
full of suggestion and gleam. It wanted
to be pressed hard on the wooden floor.
Its whole body begged to be twisted.
My moves were decisive. My expression
said it all, in a low grunt of womanly power.
Dominant in nature, I didn’t mind the sweat:
It validated my consistent, punctual effort.
I thought we were aligned – reciprocally
understood. But in a moment’s glimpse
it snapped, and rolled under the low couch.
Now, I have to find myself another screw.
The World Scaled Down
When I was fifteen, we lived on a lane
of big fir trees and low, curtained windows.
The lonely man on the corner once bought
a little cactus he placed on the mantel.
Passing by for school I waived at it, as
some children will befriend anything.
Within a few weeks I saw it wrinkle
and shrink in monumental misery.
I felt the impulse to knock on his door
but still feared the myths plaguing people.
“What kind of person let’s a cactus die
of drought?” I asked my mom distressed one day.
“The kind of person that also kicks his blind dog”
she said and turned to bake food casually.
Bread
In a way, it was a rite of passage
to qualified motherhood:
The fantasy of the steaming
fresh-baked bread and
the lemony glove next
to a matching apron.
And before that, the satisfaction
of the kneading hand
in slow motion, suspending
particles of flour pushed away
by the fluffy dough explosion.
Terza Rima for the Unhappily Married
You think that war is the ultimate carnage
that wakes in a man the blood-thirsty beast.
Wait ‘til you’ve seen the perfect marriage.
Wearing white in their coming-of-age feast
lies choose almond cake and harpsichord tunes
that you dance to, when your better half insists.
Cagey comfort turns you numb and immune
to the slow death of your once-flaming lust.
Soon you learn to mask silent rage with croons.
Absurdities bullet out of your mouth just as
last-minute, habitual lovers appear alluring
under the flattering light of a compulsive past.
To the downward spiral there is no ending
until you cry “revenge” and make for the landing.
The Hysteria of Fräulein von R.
He would press my head’s cross with his thumb
and instruct me to remember. He put on
such a show
with the pretext of conjuring up
forgotten memories. Once,
he turned me into a puppet
with his induced somnambulism
just to prove an argument.
He was so full of himself.
To get rid of him, I pretended
the paresthesia in my legs had left me.
He was contented, proclaimed me cured
and freed me of his presence.
But on some quiet nights the pain returns
out of the blue, as strong as ever.
[If you want to learn more about Poetry Issues, check the press release.]
Read the latest poetry issue (#29)!
Poetry Issues is a poetry and visual art project that began in 2016. Until the end of 2019 a small pamphlet of five to six poems was being printed along an online publication on a monthly (issues 1-12) or bimonthly basis (issue 13-21), with a drawing accompanying the pieces, and was distributed in several European cities, starting from The Hague and reaching regularly Leiden, Malmö and Lund, and occasionally Liverpool, Berlin, Prague, Copenhagen and Athens, thanks to the invaluable help of good friends. The project has been the topic of an interview and the pamphlet has also been exhibited.
From January 2020 the project changed shape, as every poem came with its dedicated visual art piece. Printed materials were handed out again – this time not in the form of pamphlets but as postcards – and up to #26 (December 2022) the issues came out as a bundle of five poems and five visual works.
The project has been increasingly growing and changing: The use of diverse publishing formats and much experimentation, the addition of new dimensions such as audio and video in #26 (2022), the gradually growing integration of text and image, the desire to go further with assemblage and object creation demand that every individual piece has enough time and space to grow. Therefore, from 2023 onward poetry issues becomes a journal and a bulletin for single, separate works.
Here you can read poetry issues #26,#27 and #28.
Enjoy!
May’s Poetry Issues is out, including “Platamon” by Alexandra Mouratidou.
Along with The Hague and Malmö, I am pleased to announce that a small number of copies of the current and previous issues are distributed to a selected audience for the first time in Berlin, thanks to the publishing professional and co-founder of Litdocs and the Literary Field Kaleidoscope, Dr. Sandra van Lente, and in Liverpool, thanks to the curator and visual artist Jenny Porter, some of whose work you can admire here.
And if you can’t get your hands on a copy, you can still enjoy the content of Poetry Issues #3 right here:
The end of our affairs
We’d like to fold them up in a neat
bedsheet-in-drawer manner
but they’re a roomful
of hopelessly knotted yarn.
So we set them on fire in the yard.
We resume our conversations
with ashes-on-mantel earnesty
then stuff them in shoe boxes
at the back of the garage.
So we get to keep the advantage.
In cardboard urns we align the has-beens
the would-be husbands we never miss
but then we judge it inefficient
as it all comes down to mass.
So we finally throw them in the trash.
Unfastened
I asked him to tell me once again
about the death of stars.
He went up and down the room
and I stayed focused on his arms
that broke into a dance against
the stubbornness of time,
tracing harmony and flow
back to when
each loose moment had the stamp
of the movement of the sun.
Platamon
by Alexandra Mouratidou
The evening leans
the sea shies behind a fan:
geranium red.
A Child’s Solace
A memory of
forever invincible
young parents laughing.
Mirror Image
It took me years of staring
at a flat map
before I saw
the night’s stereogram
as firefly lights descended their strings
one by one
and surfaced to the unlit soul
of the one staring.
Interrogation Triolet
The empty pages forced me to confess
to all the murders that I didn’t do.
The pen is now resting on my chest.
The empty pages forced me to confess
insisting that we made some progress
before the late-night shift was due.
The empty pages forced me to confess
to all the murders that I didn’t do.
The second issue is out, featuring the Greek poet Alexandra Mouratidou, who lives and creates in Malmö, Sweden. Again, if you can't get your hands on a printed copy of the pamphlet, either in The Hague or in Malmö, you can still enjoy its content here:
Panorama
Oh, I get the Flemish masters, now. Why
it’s always three quarters rampant sky or
a biblical sea crashing ships filled to
the gills with apples from China. I get
the art-nouveau postures of disfigured
trees reaching towards the promise of a
future sold through foolproof far-fetched words like
bioscoop and magnetron, and regal
swans chasing seagulls in rainy cobbled
streets – a mental note of life’s absurdity –
the rulers of the waterways losing
feathers like pillows dusted with long rods
letting off shrills carried through loud, defunct
chimneys. This is the place I’ll learn to miss.
Intentions
by Alexandra Mouratidou
I’m scared of secrecy, silence, and sighs
the muted thoughts, the faceless sounds
and what does the unuttered hide.
Do words die out with time like past’s incense?
Soon, “I love you” will become a shroud you wear,
forgetting when or how.
Dad died. But since the years have passed
it’s like the phrase has died.
Words die.
Just like a fallen star, an embryo, that hope,
the tears that have gone dry, the years behind –
Words wear banalities mostly when they’re cold.
Sometimes, they’re bored and tend to lie.
Words fly. At times, they choose to abandon all
their fateful sense.
The rebellious ones diverge:
They fall from poetry’s cliff revived.
Adolescence in Small Town
They were coming back from the church:
None of them believed in much of anything
but it was Good Friday. From around the corner
there ringed the laugh of the easy girls,
a silver bell calling paupers to charity supper.
Eager, the boys turned their untempered backs
on the spring wind, to light hand-rolled cigarettes
bought for a copper and a half each
by some older brother. They were fixing
their baby rockabilly quiffs,
ready to make an entrance and if there needed be
a scene, when a father’s bobbing belly came panting
and chased them down the road
thrusting insults mixed with warm spit.
The poor bastards ran like demons on that holy night.
Morbid Sensitivity
The crippling effect
of human interaction:
I take it all in.
I’m like sunglasses
with no filter to reflect
those carcinogens.
No good can ever
come from a self-image clung
on passer-by frowns.
Dear Contemporary Art Gallery
You are unequivocally clinical,
with blinding whites and cold spotlights,
and your wine is lukewarm and papery dry.
Your Django Reinhardt live nights
are of conservatorial principle
and your well-ironed guests will kindly abide
by smoking only outside. But art is a log cabin
in the thick dark woods, not a sterile science lab
for measuring and tagging pure consumer goods
– and it’s known for being moody and quite cynical.
So, Poetry Issues is out into the world! Nothing competes with paper but at least, if you can’t get your hands on a printed copy, you can still read the content of the first issue:
Job Search in Athens
Dreams die choked by job listings
soaked in strong communication and
numerical skills, overwhelmed by
excellent multitasking, tangled in
risk management drills.
Notably unadaptable
and lacking in combed manners
dreams cannot develop
concise and comprehensible content.
Completely uninformed on proper
social and business etiquette
and not client-oriented at all, dreams
die with near-native English
for a competitive thousand
to thirteen hundred monthly gross.
Black Cat, White Dog
Improbable friendships flourish
on freshly mowed backyard lawns.
Stencil flower fabrics host nightly
cuteness contests for a place
close to the lady’s painted toes.
We chase butterflies together
lick each other’s furs under the sun
in a mutually profitable agreement
valid for as long as you
keep your paws off my food.
Love
They say we are Millennials.
That’s how they flatter
us, the Big Pharma Generation
of Seroquel and Ambien
Ritalin and Risperdal.
Where there’s a need there’s
a way, and now you can even
tame that crude, primeval kick:
Try Adderall – They say it does
miracles for lack of concentration.
Refugee Haiku
Now trending: The trade
of man-made pain washed upon
a picture-blue shore.
Repressed Tanka
Drunken you order
a Sex on the Beach and text
your ex to let her
know your blind date is coming
oh yes, she’s cum-cum-cumming.
Landscape
when the sun
sets
a soft breeze
gives
the face of the earth
goosebumps